What was your first job?
My first paid job (aside from babysitting) was as a waitress in an all-night diner. I learned how to work the night shift and provide customer service. This ended up preparing me for a career in midwifery and obstetrics and gynecology.
What did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted to be an architect or a statistician, and I never thought I would have a career in medicine because, ironically, I didn’t think I’d be able to handle the blood.
Was there a specific moment when you knew you wanted to pursue medicine?
It wasn’t until college, when I had the epiphany that I wanted to deliver babies.
I knew I wanted to work with my hands, but I grew up in an era when women were excluded from these types of careers. In high school, for instance, I wanted to learn carpentry, so I signed up for woodshop; the school put me in home economics instead.
Both of my parents were teachers, so they thought I should become a teacher. I was good at math, so becoming a math teacher seemed like the natural path. But after a few weeks in college, I found that I couldn’t figure out how I was going to help people by being a math teacher. I asked that question of my adviser, and he didn’t have any ideas either.
I reflected on what type of career was available to me where I could do two things I knew I enjoyed: work with my hands and take care of people. I concluded that I could deliver babies. But even when I talked to my family about possibly going into medicine, they said, “That’s no career for a woman.â€
Then, a public health nurse I met urged me to talk to the head of the nursing program at Johns Hopkins University, Helen McNerney, RN, MSN. She outlined how I could have a career in nursing and train to be a nurse-midwife, and I credit her with starting me on my path.
What eventually brought you to hematology?
It’s a screwy journey: My first job out of college was as a public health nurse. Then I went to graduate school, trained as a nurse-midwife, and completed my master’s in public health at Johns Hopkins University. After that, I practiced nurse-midwifery for 12 years before I went to medical school.
I decided to start medical school because I had patients whose medical needs I couldn’t manage as a nurse-midwife, including some who had massive hemorrhages and one who died of a coagulation disorder.
I trained as an obstetrician-gynecologist at the University of North Carolina, a center of excellence in hemostasis. I was inspired by Gilbert White, MD, and the late Harold Roberts, MD, who showed me that treatment of coagulation defects was not only possible, but potentially lifesaving.
When I went to Duke University for my fellowship in maternal-fetal medicine, my plan was to research diabetes during pregnancy. After a disappointing experience with my first mentor, I talked with my fellowship director about switching specialties. I told him I was interested in coagulation and was connected with Russell Ware, MD, PhD, in the Division of Pediatric Hematology. Dr. Ware was my mentor through my fellowship and took me to my first ASH annual meeting. Like Ms. McNerney, Dr. Ware is another person to whom I owe my career.
What happened in that first mentorship experience that prompted you to switch your research focus?
At my first meeting with this prospective mentor, he asked me about my ideas. When I told him, he said they were ridiculous. Here I was, a brand-new fellow, absolutely humiliated. I knew I couldn’t work with him. He set a good example of what not to do as a mentor.
I had the complete opposite experience when I met with Dr. Ware. He asked pointed questions and clearly had high expectations of his mentees; he was prepared to be a mentor.
After all that training, my first job was as a member of the maternal-fetal medicine faculty at Duke, where I have enjoyed the support of the Division Director of Maternal-Fetal Medicine, Robert Phillips Heine, MD, and the Division Director of Hematology, Thomas Ortel, MD.